thirty-three
dear God,
i’ve been praying every night. i’ve been living my life filled more with belief and less with doubt. i’ve been trying so hard. i keep asking you to show me signs that everything is going to be okay, and every single time i ask, You show me what i ask for. why am i still so anxious? i just want to jump into whatever i am doing filled with complete faith and no anxiety whatsoever. i want to walk through darkness knowing that nothing can hurt me as long as i have You. i am trying so hard, and even though i am making steps.. baby steps, i want to just be there already in my relationship with You.
i love you.
