a letter to god

i talk to God every single day, and i think it's saved my life thus far.
May 29
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twenty-two.

dear God,

i’ve been trying all day not to think about what happened. i don’t know why you took him away from me again. i’ve been trying not to cry, but i lost my strength. my eyes are red; my face is blotchy; my lips are chapped from all of the crying i’ve done the past two days; my heart is aching. i believe in love. i believe that love conquers all, and that nothing will ever come between two people who love each other. i don’t know how to do anything but hold on to the thought that he is coming back. i don’t know when, and i don’t know how, and i don’t know where.. but he is coming back. he has to. i don’t know what i’ll do if he doesn’t.

i prayed for the same thing i pray for every single day. i tried not to cry, but like i said, i’m not strong enough right now. please just hear me. i know i’ve asked for miracles before, but please.. just hear me.

i love you.

thank you in advance.

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