fifteen.
dear God,
thank you for my beautiful life. it’s taken me a long time to realize just how beautiful it is, and despite all that i lack, i still have so much. i don’t know if this mindset is permanent. i know i’ll have my days where i am so depressed and can’t even see how i could appreciate all that i have when what i lack is what i want back the most, but for now, i want to thank You.
i think i understand, now, what it means to ‘let go and let God.’ live my life, and what’s meant to be will be. saying that still causes a little cringe to run up my body. mostly because i have my own ideas about what is meant to be, but like i said before, the future always brings resolution. i just hope my vision and Your vision are one in the same.
thank you. i love you.