two.
dear God,
today was a hard day, but i’m learning. i’ve been writing letters to get it all out, but sometimes i feel like i’m this bottomless pit that can store infinite amounts of feelings, pain, tears.. i want to stop crying. i need to stop crying. the tears do me no good, and fear has no place in my life. i don’t want to be fearful anymore because i know that you are here. i know that you have control of everything.
i think the biggest mistake people make is not realizing that despite the past and the present, the future always has more possibility: the possibility of resolution.
and that possibility will always turn into certainty. for if resolution does not come tomorrow, there is always the next day. but no matter what, it will come.
i love you.